Thursday, August 31, 2006
Directive 134: Hot Chocolate
Yes that was my name in Cambrdige and more....the topless dude, the bastarder, Brown Power, the Comedian and more haha. Enjoyed my time there. It was truly 2 weeks worth of vacation. Had much fun time comprising of happy moments, scary moment (when i and edward was yelled at by the teachers and i was semi nude in the gals dorm hallway....lets just say every gal who went to cambridge witness my stunning top haha) Now i chatting to gabriel tit...man of iron tits haha. Visited places, taught by Dr Gibbs and queued fer 4 hrs in heathrow and all haha.
The reason why i have not been blogging becayuse i was trying hard to get over the 2 weeks deficiet of hw. Greeted by piles of hw literally...thank u YC. And of course who cannot forget the SCANDAL that greeted me on my arrival in school. Haha the class and even teachers wth man....hmm dirty friendship being propogated i swear. Did reasonably well fer most of my test considering how 'away' i was. Got a B fer physics, pased my GP, S fer amths and chem unkown and U fer malay...ok maybe not so good. Haha hardcore studying begins officaly on Mon 6pm in some cool hotel. This Sat its Bridging minds and 8 days in some cool hotel. Will perform well literally and at the same time study hard. PLease feel free to drop in after 6pm or if u want me to meet ya in orcahrd same thing. Want to thank all those coming down on the 8th. Haha ok back to convo wif the TIT.
i've made a creepy nightmare.
8:53 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Directive 133: Heavily Sedated
There is a debate quarterfinals this wednesday against HCI and I aint even stressed abt it one bit...ok maybe just a little. A lot more stressed abt the team internal affairs. I just do wish people understand it isnt easy to plan a session with 5 people plus coach plus begging a year 2 to tag along so please dont dont dont dont ever back out last minute unless u are ill or something. It is also disheartening to see how selfish the team can be at times. We onli have 5 ppl to spar with and if one dont come, the whole team cant spar. I wished ppl once more understood that. I do at times wished that people understnad there is more to debating than giving a good speech. U need to research and that brings everyone...all 5 to come together and play a key role. If u dont research, might as well not debate. This makes it all the more important for reserve speakers to research for the other 3 need to write thier speeches. The reserves speakers are extremely important and while they are not speaking, they are in charge of the research which wins cases in an impormptu round.I dont understand how ppl find that im too taxing or wad ahve u considering we onli had 2 practices which is soooo little when considering u are up against HCI. I am also upset that ppl ahve this attitute that we comfirm lose against HCI...think like this and u ahve already lost before the debate began. I want all of us to have this attitude that we can beat them and not be overawed by them. They are beatable and since they are, we must work hard so as to beat them. They key is content, research and hence prep which brings me to my next para.
Todae session was bad and so was yesterday. ONly 2 person made key improvements and that were yih ching ( as 1st opp) and jazmine. I sucked and couldnt manipulate my way thru and ended up being stuck somewhere. I think the fault lies in our prepping. While i do agree that our content aint so good, the caase we had was strong. I think from now on, I give better guidance during prep like how it was against SAJC. The last 2 practice, I was too quiet and it ended being 3 people talking hence confusing everyone. NO! From now on, I'll guide and when someone talks, everyone listens and when people write thier speeches, no one will give them any extra info unless they ask for it. Yes....this will prevent confusion and all that. I might be wrong abt this judgement but this is wad i felt was the prob. I dont think its the speakers fault. All 3 of us proved ourselves against TJC and an impromptu against SAJC. And against SAJC, then prep style was different. I think we gotta revert to the old one. No more free for all discussion. From now on, when anyone speaks we give her the full attention and leave the questions aside till she finishes. Yes gotta work on the prep and thats y one more practice or friendly needs to be conducted.
Also can be a bit stressing to be the team talisman. Haha if i perform the team performs and if i suck the team sucks...its arrogant yes but it is kinda true. Im glad debbie is asking ppl to stop depending so much on me during the debate. While i have no prob being the talisman,, im just afriad if i flunked like against cjc and the past 2 sessions, the team suffers greatly. The team must learn to hold on their own and have that self belief that u can win. I have lost my form recently and while i pin the blame on the prep...i do feel that i am a bit out of touch. I think i better start training myself like wad i used to do and that usually pike me up and keep me sharp hha. No complacency...not one bit. Shall train myself and improve the style of prepping. We might spar against TJC on tues and so on. I reallie hope that u guys will make it. The battle horn sounds.......
I'll be leaving to cambridge in 8 days time so YAY!!! Gonna miss u guys minus school haha.
i've made a creepy nightmare.
9:39 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
And herein lies the MJC Debating team wif our coach debbie after the JCDCs preliminaries. Its the sole foto i got of this event haha. Shall snap some more of HCI match. As I said as Captain, I'm gonna follow Zidane example and headbutt them if I lose haha. Now suffering MT...YEW!!!!
i've made a creepy nightmare.
9:09 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
Directive 131: The Emotions Overflowing
The MJC Debating Team has qualified for the Quarterfinals of the JCDCs!!!!! YAY!!! We face HCI. Our rallying call shall be 3 rounds till Champs. Shall crush HCI and proceed to the semis...confidence is the key.
IM so happy to make it into the quarters. I want everyone to train hard so as to beat HCI. We are going into this comp with the belief we can win it. I think we got the talent and ability to do it. The team just plain lacks confidence and self belief. We need to get over it. And as a result we gonna train daily....yes daily. Miss K is willing to help us out on sat i think so yea. Screwing my studies fer this week. Rishik wants me to beat hci haha so dont wry mate, I will haha. Aniwaes a lot of bad stuff happened todae but too elated to go on. Miss Tan added us on hotmial...groovy haha. Tmr having a meeting to find out the times we can train and so on. I beg everyone to screw everythin...studies, ccas and not to commit to anythin fer the next 2 weeks and give ur all to trainings. If u dont ill screw u upside down inside out okay...not kidding. Reallie I'm not. Remember we are champions so act like one haha...yes im feeling so elated so jolly...haha.
i've made a creepy nightmare.
8:17 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Directive 130: OMG WHEEEE!!!!!!!!
WE WON BOTH ROUNDS OMG!!! We beat tjc and Cjc and I won best speaker on both tournaments OMG. I feel good even though tmr im so screwed by my homework pile. Today was my many firsts...Here is list
My first time...
1) Beating a JC
2) Winning my first round
3) Winning best speaker
4) Eating breakfast before a comp (perhaps that was the main reason why i did well)
5) Being 2nd Prop
6) Being Captain
Furthermore this continues the trend that I have always won when Miss Kalidas is around ahaha.
Had a bad start to the day. My printer screwed up and i had to manually drag out the paper myself. Suga mama lost her skirt. Met aneesha and she made me eat breakfast. Didnt wait fer jaz and we left. Came there early and was crapping wif aneesha. Met YC there wif her fathers shirt haha. Slacked and all. I was pretty nervous fer tjc was gd and so was rishik. If we lsot to tjc little chance of making to the quats. So that hyped us up and we crushed them. Thier first speaker did a great job but their second, nigel, screwed them up. I took the initaive and killed them. Rishik could only sit and watch the carnage unfold. The judges loved me haha. Was praised profusely by them fer proving thier assertions wrong and even showing how if it was true, the effects they spoke of was false. Reply speech was great and after nigel spoke, I was confident of victory. I think the judge liked me and was always nodding whn i spoke and so was debbie. Aniwaes one fo the judge even after the debate gave me tips fer the enxt round haha. I felt good of my performance against tjc. I won best speaker wif an unianamious decision. Well another reason was more personal, they rejected my appeal so gonna show them whose boss haha. But no matter rishik...still got a long way more to go before u surpass ur master muahaha. I think the judges were cool but mean. They singled out nigel and basically blamed him for tjc defeat and made me look as if I single handedly won tjc. I think it was more of a team failure on tjc side. Thier coach made a big mistake on building a team around rishik for 3rd speakers dont save thier team. They either widen the lead or screw them up even more. Should have made rishik second or build the team around nigel. As I said 2nd speakers are the most important ppl for if they suck, the team suck ie our performance against cjc haha.
Against CJC was a diff matter. I plained sucked. Rebuttals sucked points sucked. I tihnk its due to the lack of time fer me to grp my rebuttals and think of solid replies. YC was extremely nervous but its not ur fault...its ur first time. I flunked as well against VJC in my first time. As a whole the team summoned to destroy cjc just plain lack confidence. I lacked my usual gusto. I let the team down fer usually they looked at me fer support and morale but todae i lost confidence and this affected the team. I take full responsibility fer our dismal performace. I tell u most solemnly, i tthought we lost the debate as their 2nd speaker spoke. I wrote a crappy customary reply speech fer it was poointless. But when I heard thier 3 speaker speak...i regain my confidence. It was then i realised how pathetic they were and their lack of clashes whcih i pointed out later. Suddenly with renewed confidence i rewrote my reply speech and made it a good pt to point out thier assertions and i ended it wif go wif the more consistent side whcih i think made an impact haha. Thier first speaker bernadette was good and fluffy but the rest was making 1000 and 1 assertions. YC point on how artificial the stte was impressed the judges. I think my reply speech was alrite nad if i might so arrogantly say so, twinged the initiative to our favour. IN the end the main reason why they lost was the fact they failed to clash wif us (the most horrid way of losing). We need confidence. We won bcos they failed to clash not bcos we were good unlike the round against tjc. Some srjc guy said I made bernadette cry. I think yes she cried but no bcos of me wtf haha.
But overall im glad wif everyone performance as a whole. Like to thank steph and aneesha and denise and miss k and most importantly debnbie fer coming. Hmm denise...seems my dad knows her mum...must be careful around her now hahah...kidding la...strange how fates meet but aniwaes yea. I think a large part of our vicotry todae was debbie efforts and her desire to win which fuels ours too. Thanks deb. After that we took photos and no sharma...jaz didnt squeeze the dark lord lovely tight ass haha. We went to Northpoint starbucks and slacked there. Shall be organising some celebration in the near future haha. IM too tired and happy, to go any further haha
Yesterday was cool. We practised all our speeches and might be thats why we won haha. I and jaz got drunk on thai beer (its not sparkling grape juice i swear haha) and scared YC and passerbys. Filled it up wif water and sprayed each other wif it haha so fun la. Met my dad fer teh cambridge meeting. I think we got a good chance of making it to the quats and if we do and make it to the semis im screwing the trip and do my bid to help us advance further. Im quite happy but still i reallised how weak i am as 2nd prop and need to buck up. Felt my reply speeches have improved by a mile also...gotta thank jashan fer that. Haha aniwaes im going to sleep...im tired and happy. I got to do my EOM and malay essay tmr...sigh haha. Good nite. Sweet dreams bum!
i've made a creepy nightmare.
9:50 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Directive 129: Of Cabbage and Eggs
To anyone save a few or perhaps 2...the above title would be pretty innocent...hmm pretty innocent indeed. Well aniwae i shall leave it to ur imagination to guess wad darkness lies behind that lovely phrase haha. Hmm so many cool stuff happening this week. IM keeping this short bcos i have no time. Im drinking sportade bcos i hate water and im thirsty.
Bdae
Haha i loved it la. At 8.17am had 3 SIMULTANEOUS sms from samuel aneesha and steph...uber cool. Spent MT reading it especially aneesha one...so long but it was cool. Thanks sam fer spending $0.05 on me and steph fer the nice wishes( 2 u gave i think haha). Thanks Sinz Sis fer the dark wish...tonite ar tonite ar haha. Thanks to 06s204 clique fer well....wishing me and im glad to know u guys...u can make a rather mundane boring phy lesson into a pop one worthy of the dark lord remembrnace. Thanks to the multitudes who wished me online. And last but not least to jaz fer the cool card and lovely poem haha neva knew u had the poetry streak in ya. Aniwae is a rather sweet gesture. Well enough of being Miss Universe. OKay I ate steak...yes Aneesha steaki...lovely juicy piece of a cute looking cow haha. YUmmmy. Cant recall wad i did ...my memeory is suffering from a severe dip. Well the next day the 11/7 was my mum bdae but i spent it in sch wif debbie...she is so funny. Jazmine study mamma haha...hmm possible LOL. Aniwae i learnt eating cup noodles wif satay stick isnt so bad and then the snack shop wishes to burn a hole in my pocket. I need to craft my speech TONITE. This Sat is the grand finale. Have to excel...the team have to excel. Organising extra sessions fer ourselves on fri...hope the seniors can come down and help us. Tmr shall get back my hist results and boi will i flunk badly. Feeling rather tired this week...i think it must be the world cup final...screwed up my sleep for mon which affected everythin. I hate u soccer...but i love u too...arrgh....love hate relationsip. Feeling rather worried abt manu transfers...so far onli some west brom goalie...wtf...where are the midfielders. Todae I ate connie dog which resembled well...shit on hot dog..all messed up so freaky but cool.....AH DAMN shoudl have taken a photo. Project work is screwing em up. SPent a day getting the hod to meet us and he didnt show up...didnt even tell us...bum!!!! I cantr think./...my thoughts to incoherent...DAMN....i cant blog todae...i just cant....random thoughts just popping into my head like how steph dragged me away from macs and i couldnt finsih my breakfast...but no worries...u are cool steph haha. Well u get the idea...my head is a mess. And THANK U mrs lau fer extending my deadline. Well to anyone who is particiapting in jcdcs good luck except to tjc cjc and MI (bcos i dont like u)
i've made a creepy nightmare.
8:59 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Directive 128: Tmr the Day of Reckoning
Haha i cant wait fer tmr...hmmm here are the reasosn why -
1) Firstly its my birthday tmr
2) WC Final...my first bdae present if Italy wins
3) Getting back my hist and mt paper...hist is a wildcart as its one paper u cant study fer.
4) Going out fer dinner
5) The thrill of sleeping during lectures tmr plus armed wif a good reason haha
Yes tmr is my birthday...fer 17 summers I walked this Earth and now im supa old haha. Had tuition wif perolyn or Big Eyes (someone whose eyes are larger than aneesha). She made me redo all my phy mistakes so as to prove that getting a B grade wasnt impossible...she is a great tutor. Aided me well in jumping from a U to a C i suppose. Physics was the olni paper where i was forced to study. The rest was rather last minute. I'm either blessed or intelligent or perhaps is hall immodestly put it as both haha to have passed those papers. Im kinda glad...it know inspires to me actuallie study. I hope i achieve Bs fer my promos and i shall work towards that goal. Fer now I have frozen all academic activites and is instead focussing on jcdcs. I hope we get to the quats. Beat tj and crush cj...yes thats our rally haha. Sajc went alrite. Made em realised that we are actuallie a strong team and we are own enemy. If we lost its bcos we refused to clash or somethin like zat. I doubt we would lose bcos we sucked. Then again most debates end up bcos well u refused to clash. Yesterday was cool. We all performed superbly. Jazmine and rani made great strides. I on the otherhand screwed up the reply speech. But as 2nd speaker I was fine...their coach compliemented me wheee....Now we must move on and crush cj and beat tj. 2 debates away fropm the quaterfinals.
I hope now all those who failed in achieving wad they wanted for the mid years would ahve giving themselve a good sob and regain thier morale and courage. I reflected and realised a change of attitude is necessary fer me to survive the promos. Getting Ds and Cs fer mid year paper is nothing comforting despite wad others might say. Wads discomforting is not the grades but the fact i didnt study hard enough. I AINT GONNA SCREW THE PROMOS UP!!! Perhaps ill study consistently for the next 3 months and then i can slack duriong the nov and dec hols. I shall do my cip during that hols. I also do wish to take this oppurtunity to thank aneesha fer all the advices and encouragement u have given me throughout the year....hmm Thanks!
Just now i was reading 2 articles in yahoo. 1) Some bunch of nutty pastors create a pron ministry which its slogan as Jesus loves porn stars! Its not what it seems. They have noble intentions of saving ppl trapped in porn but seriously christ our King would neva stoop so low. 2) The anglican church allows female bishop. I am no male chauvinist but how can u go against christian traditions. For 2000 years there had been no such things but now u feel its right to change laws just to suit ppl preferences. I'm no anglican but as a christian i'm afraid one day we might all lose our faith and tradaition bit by bit just to conform to modern beliefs. I might be overexxagerating here but if this were to go on...it will be a matter of time before abortion and homosexuality gets legalised...sigh. There is nothing wrong wif modernisation ( i believe some aspect of the church must be modernised), actuallie i support it but there is this ulterior motive on legalising homosexuality and abortion (thats why ...hmm maybe im paranoid. In my opnion there is no worse crime than abortion...its plain evil and if the catholic church ever ever in a million years support that I'll be at arms. Ppl who do abortion deserve to die twice fer 1) murdering 2) fer playing god 3) fer refusing to let the chld be born. It goes a long way to show how depraved the human mind is to even come up wif such a concept. Btw Haha i have this dream of visiting Vatican City and Old Trafford before i turn 40 hmm. I am craving fer durians curses...i think i got the stomach of a pregnant lass...im always craving fer somethin...maybe im pregnant gasp!!!
Well Aniwaes......ITALY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've made a creepy nightmare.
8:47 PM
